Today was not a good day

Only the last few hours of college was fun...but yea, today I've just been depressed and tired. Depressed, god knows why. Tired, my sisters alarm went off at 1:30 am. LOUDLY. And I couldn't get back to sleep until like 4am and I had to be up at half 6 -.-. I also had may ex shouting at me today. I really wanted to stab him in the throat. So to pent my anger I've been listening to Disturbed, amazing band and beautiful music. Also Ben Howard has a new song coming out called Esmerelda, its dark so I like it...

...I need to stop drawing NnoiNel...

ALL I WANT TO DO IS SLEEP!! I can't even have a sleep in tomorrow because I'm being forced to go to my college open day with my little sister EVEN THOUGH SHE DOESN'T WANT TO GO! -.-

I want a cuddle now...but my boyfriend lives too far away...-hugs pillow- :C Sorry if I seem angry (which I kinda am) I just need somewhere where I can say these things without my family seeing it...My little sister is 16 and she thinks everything is about her and also thinks that everybody hates her. Which is annoying because she takes it out on me then I get blamed for winding her up when she shouted at me first...She even turned around to me the other day and said right in my face 'At least my boyfriend loves me' Yea her boyfriend can buy her pandora and shit but at least my boyfriend doesn't have to buy my love. I've been with Josh so much more longer then hers yet my parents love him and buy him stuff but not Josh. I'm moving out next year hopefully.

...I am now going to promptly cry into my dog...she always listens me...

I'm tired.

I am too tired to function this morning...slept at my grandma's because I was at le boyfriends~ Had to get up at 7am this morning lost track of time fell back to sleep then had to run for the bus -.- But I made to college in timeso its all good, but I'm just studpidly tired D:    I've been messing around in Graphics and I made this!








 Its my boyfriends living room (oh god I might just fall asleep now) I've seen Josh alot this week, he slept at mine on wednesday then I went to his yesterday then I'm seeing him again tomorrow, obviously I see him at college but thats of topic.

KOKIA

I demand you all to go and listen to KOKIA! Her voice is seriously amazing! If you don't get her big then I will cry! She's a japanese neoclassical singer/songwriter, she is amazing and her voice is so clear!! My new personal fav is this song https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ANDGurOLuGE&feature=related her voice makes me want to cry!

See ya next time guys!